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i found out when we have the colonoscopy we'll be given valium and pethadine. I wouldn't want to have the procedure without them (it would be impossible with the sedation to relax our muslces anyway) but i'm rather worried who's going to come out when we're "high" and what they might say.
I'm prety sure someone else (prolly locket) came out and started talking when we had a light general anthestic for a gastroscoy 10 years ago because all the staff changed in how they related to us afterwards and kept using the phrase "good girl" (not just the slightly patronising middle aged male doctor but literally all the staff). I'm not sure how we were during the eye surgey - i think we were more deeply under for that but embrassingly i did get the giggles from the pre-med - i knew there was nothing to be laughing about but i just couldn't stop!