"i really care about the kids"

i don't write here enough. Actually i don't write in my main suingular persepctive journal enough either). But i wanted to say something postive about being multiple.
I'm feel rather flat at the momnet. I'm not sure why, theres nothing i'm partiuclary uspet about although the cold weather and being glandy certainly doesn't help. I could very easly have stayed in bed all day today and done nothing. But that wouldn't be fair on the others, there are all kids and rely on me doing "the grown up stuff" that enables us to get by. And so i did get up and do a few things for their sake - i really don't think i would have been motivated enough without them.